Time bomb
just had a gruelling session of chem makeup lect on group ii elements. and going for napfa retest later. haha. the 95% confidence interval for my running time must have a really large width. i really dont want to screw up again, but sighh. listening to my mp3 and
zhaoyan had kindly let me blog b4 i go for my run. oh yeahh, and hes amused that my gmail interface is japanese.
anw, lots of thoughts have been going thru my mind right now, and it certainly doesnt help that:
1) theres just so little time and i go back so late everyday
2) im lagging behind badly for physics. AND theres a phy class test tmr. AND he koped our civics for it. like seriously. ITTAI. (a new word which i taught
est today)
3) those crazy gamers are screaming and shouting like the end of the world in the comp lab.
yeahh. sometimes, i dont know whether i should give up or not, but i dont see any sign or clue. things are just running weirdly. i dont even know whether they are the same anymore. and when you cant even be sure of your the current status of the problem, or if it even exists, how do you go about solving it? haha. when everything's shifting, what matters.
kangya, im sorry for wasting your time talking to me. i guess my head was too thick for you to drive anything constructive through. but to some extent, it does help. sometimes, i just want to give up. but i realise that i would not only have to say sorry to myself, but also to you and all the other people who are always there for me.
i rmb
junli asking me why i always look so happy even though i am stressed. many ppl also commented that i am like the most positive person in the world. and now ill tell all of you, its because of you people that im staying positive. and thats how i stay hopeful.
i guess i can describe my current situation as a time bomb. either i solve the problem by deactivating it and live happily ever after, or i run out of time and the time bomb explodes. and everything just comes to an end. and the time is ticking...
playing kelly's 计时炸弹 now.
consilio et animis
5/16/2006 03:25:00 PM
