disgusting pe session
pe was totally disgusting today. i thought alot about it and realised i should still post my thoughts. its my blog anw. im sorry ill be harsh in my blog entry, u can choose not to read it if u dont want to.
much as i feel that
est's scream was uncalled for, i realised im not that pissed with her. but at that point in time, i really dont see the point of her screaming at that time. if she had screamed earlier before the guys were ready, it would have been ok but she screamed after the guys had split up. if she had noticed, the other half of the guys were already standing beside them and actually
jiashun kept asking when the girls were ready to join us. the actual fact was that the girls werent ready either. i didnt even see the girls standing in 2 pitches and a couple of them were still stoning at the side. on the other hand, the guys were already split up. i agree that the guys were abit slow at first, when i was coordinating them, so if the scream was done before that it was alright. but the point is, the guys were ready waaay before the girls and it is undeniable cos from what i had checked, several girls also dint know what was going on.
but yeah, after hearing frm some girls how mr seah was bugging the girls to get the class ready i guess ill just take it as a misunderstanding that happened under stress. shrug and move on, haha.
but i realised, that while reflecting, the only person i was really pissed at was
grace, for her second scream. i would say it served totally no purpose cos:
1) before this, she was from a bystanders pov, so had a better view of the situation before she reacted. if she had thought clearly before screaming (which i believe for the sake of it) she would have realised that the other half of the guys were standing RIGHT BESIDE HER.
2) she repeated everything that
est said.
3) wad she said only served to add oil to fire.
4) she 针对人 more than 针对事.
yeah. after some reflection i realised point number 4 was pretty evident cos wad she did really served no purpose on its own, (especially since mr seah has already stepped in) unless, of course, she is a parrot. to
grace: really, if u have anything against me, take it out with me directly. im glad for today cos i finally have a chance to ask u to stop it. yes. stop it. and dont u feign innocence. i can quote u numerous instances if u really want.
as u can see, i m really quite pissed cos i dont rmb myself being so harsh for a long long time. yeah. and when im pissed i like to play sports to vent my frustration. haha. so i went to play bball but suayly smashed my specs, haha.
wes says: "u got play sports meh". my reply: "which shows i dont get pissed often."
oh yea, thanx to some of the class girls for helping me sort out my thoughts. special thanks to
sheenie. (:
EDIT: kai just pointed out that my nick was a line in music diary today. haha. i was listening so i rmbed, although the person used it in a really sad way, which is not my intention of putting that line in my nick.
consilio et animis
7/26/2006 10:20:00 PM
