天黑黑

woke up today and caught up with my cpop. heard vanness' new album. its not bad, seriously. quite alot of good songs. but all very dance-based energetic songs. DANCE! haha. dance floor finals is todayy (:

heard cyndi's new album too. but too sweet for my liking. pffft. only like the first hit. also heard SHE's wu yue tian. OMGGG. its niceee (: lets you feel tian mi mi! :P its alr in my personal charts and you can hear it on my blog already!

longhubang today was baddd! the disgusting SUN HO'S SONG once again stopped yanzi's song from getting first. the lousy song rebounded to first, making yanzi's wo huai nian de second. omggg. not again. the song isnt even nice how did it ever get such good support. and sadly mayday's wo you chu lian le crashed before it made it to 1st place. ): support it lehh!

zhuan shu tian shi also crashed all the way to somewhere near the bottom of the charts. so sadd. but yah lah. it has to crash alr lah. 15 weeks on charts le. hoping it will stay for 16 weeks thoughh. equalling yanzi's tong lei record. luo zhi xiangs ai zhuan jiao also crashed out of the charts from position 10. such disappointing chart results todayy.

in the evening went out for dinner with my relatives. OMG. major pig out today. black pepper crab. venison. steamed fish. xia jiang ji. AHHHH! i rly pigged out loh. at one point in time i dint even know what i was eating. just kept stuffing heavenly food into my mouth. then i ate something which crunched in my mouth. i was like: hmm. wads this crunchy thing. crunch crunch. and realised its quite bland de. then i took it out and realised i was crunching on a prawn head. *faints*

anw, im feeling guilty now cos IPPT is next week and i think my pullups deproved again. :/ shall go for a run plus circuits tmr. *determined look*

halfway point

yayy! one busty week has flown by and the long-awaited long weekend has arrived (: 4 DAYS OFF! omg. ive never realised how much i can miss home till now. basically, the week was summarised in 2 activities: gypsy and physical training.

report sick rate was extremely high, with daily 2 period training sessions (or more) at least we cleared all our ET runs and fast marches, and the physical training phase of our course is almost over. but the scarier part's coming up. combat training. all the field camps and all. *dreads* i really hope it doesnt rain while we have our field camps. pity golf coy. it rained on every single day of their field camp loh ): once it rains, evry1 will feel wet and miserable and our field packs will be cold and wet. :/

gypsy was quite fun. for gypsy I, our sergeant brought us around. but dur night navigation, he sorta lost his way and we had to bash a way out to the expressway and run along the expressway to get back to our start point. omg. even though it was so dangerous, it really felt good to be stepping on road instead of plunging into knee-high rivers, or brushing past thorny plants (which were everywhere). the thorns were REEEEALLY huge ok. and im not exaggerating.

for gypsy II, i was the ic of the group. we attempted to find a chckpt which could not be found during gypsy I, and spent the whole day finding it. its rly frustrating, cos u know u r in the region le. u just have to comb for that stupid signboard to prove you navigated to the correct place. but we just couldnt find it lohh. but it was still loads of fun, and i didnt eat any combat rations because they were so disgusting and rubbery. i dint eat at all for the exercise in fact. :D

anw, yesterday was bookout day. we were supposed to have SOC then book out. but it started raining really heavily and we were very happy cos it means that we wont be able to clear obstacles (: indeed, SOC was cancelled, but to our horror, it was replaced with strength training. in addition to the normal dumbbell and medicine ball drills, we acherli had to do lots of rubbish like crunches with medicine ball on our legs, bridges and all sorts of weird stuff. some ppl from hotel coy was commenting how siao we were. cancel SOC and come up with something better to replace it. hmph.

at least we got to book out early. on my way back, i realised the COWS are back! the plain coloured mooove cows are now dressed up in suits and cool dresses and they are happily sunning on empty patches of grass again :D cheers (:

went home and crunchyrolled. omg. theres so many shows i want to watch nowww :D crunchyroll rocks!

五月天!

*hearts* and welcomes a lovey dovey may.

黄金海岸的岸边我们肩并着肩
洁净的蓝天清澈的水面
吻成一条海平线
看你温柔的双眼弹着吉他的弦
歌词是诺言旋律是依恋
唱出一首五月天

五月的天刚诞生的夏天
我们之间才完成的爱恋
紧握的手里面有好多明天
五月的天梦开始要鲜艳
前方蜿蜒一长串的心愿
我们一天一天慢慢实现

大雨冲走了昨天青春乌云几片
彩虹的旁边有星星几点
迫不及待在眨眼
海风味道变香甜沙滩镶满亮片
你哼着永远我和着不变
合唱一首五月天

海浪拼命欢呼跳跃一遍又一遍
鼓励我们看谁先吻谁的脸
为这五月之恋再添一个逗点
再多的五月天怕也不够我们沉醉
海燕身边来回盘旋扮演着领队
彷佛听见幸福在前面不远
为这五月之恋再添一点信念
往后的五月天和你走到比永远还远

setting the pace

tempo is picking up this week, with lots of physical activities packed, including 2 days of SOC in the morning and runs in the evening. nxt week is where most of the physical training for our course will be, and i certainly hope i will survive next week to enjoy a nice long 4 day break (: cant wait to shout out on my blog: THE 4 DAY BREAK IS HEREEEE! (:

learnt navigation this week and i thoroughly enjoyed it. i must rly thank scouts for giving me such a good navigation foundation. (: we had navigation courses in the jungle and a test on a hilltop. or rather knolltop :P the NDS was a breeze for me cos i was used to all the route plannings in scouts. so im rly looking forward to gypsy, minus the mud in the forest.

oh yeahh. friday's SOC was surprisingly fun cos i challenged gerald to 2 cans of drinks - whoever completes first will have to buy the other person 2 cans of drinks. :P so i was putting in more effort than usual *coughs* it turned out that gerald chionged so much that he sprained his ankle while jumping off the low ramp ): tskkk and ppl accused me of being evil and causing his sprained ankle ;) WAHHH. pls lohh. i dint even ask for my 2 cans of drinks ;)

sighhh. i dont want to book in todayy though ): it will be the last ever time ill be seeing and living in my bunk, cos my section is officially closed down, and the bunk is now an OOC bunk for my platoon, since the number of OOCs in my platoon is enough to occupy one bunk. so now my section is all split up. will really miss my section mates and the private section 4 corner which other sections do not have, cos section 4 is the corner bunk. BOOOOOO ):

anw, ive sorta made up a decision with regards to my scholarships le, thanks to ms wang n dr ho (: i certainly hope ive made the right decision. hehhs. i sometimes wonder if life will be as fanciful as that in datoufen's ri ji in the university.

now for longhubang rants today. ): ni guang crashed from 2nd to 8th today! ): ): ): WHYYY! argh. all of them switched votes to wo huai nian de! NOOOOO. let ni guang chalk up abit more points first lehh ): zhuan shu tian shi also dropped out of top 10 today. and tian shi dropped from 11th to nothing. bad charts today. the top song is by zhang xue you and the 2nd song is sun ho's song. arghh. get them out of the charts!

鹅过河

in a mood for rao kou lins now, all thanks to SHE (:


wheee (: just heard SHE's first hit from their latest album and it rocks totally (: OMGGG! first time they r doing raps. and they r rapping rao kou lins some more (: OMG. i rmb reciting those rao kou lins in pri sch lahh.

oh just in case u r wondering whyy i can blog again, i just got a nights off. went to chevrons for a visit todayy. then a nights off! (: WHEEEE! we r now starting on navigation lessons and im enjoying them cos i love navigation. cant wait for gypsy and wanderer!

27ths are born!

went to sch this morning for council camp and to see my buddies (: yayy! was happie to meet alot of my 25ths, but sadly didnt get to see mrs chia ): booooo. and my grandbuddies were so busy i didnt even get to see them. so onli got to meet bryan and weilin (: apparently both of them hav talkative and hyper buddies. also heard complaints from my fellow 25ths on how miserable life in OCS is, with like 10min of personal time a day. and i instantly felt glad for making SISPEC my choice (:

aft that, watched 27ths hav their reflections, and aft that watched the camp video. aft that played some IQ puzzles on this IQ puzzle book which was meant to be chinghui's bday prezzie. haha. some of the IQ questions were quite dumb, but i pride myself for answering some of the less dumb ones (: is happy that my brain hasnt rusted yet (: met nina on my wayyy back too, so i got to meet 3 buddies today! had a chat with her and she tried to psycho me to go michigan with her. HAHA as just said, who wants to c ur face :P

anw, caught up with my cpop in the aft. yayy finally the cpop market looks a little more livelier le. cyndi has a new song, and jj has a new song too. and YEPPP! SHE is going to have a new album. first hit is zhong guo hua and second hit is WU YUE TIAN. omg. haha. i bet it is because they asked mayday to write songs for them and got turned down many times, so they decided to use this publicity stunt. now ah xin says hes veri bu hao yi si, and mite hav to write a song for them le :P still, im looking forward to this new album in may! (:

4 new songs today! with the 2 oldest songs on the charts dropping out finally. the songs r namely ai dao and 3 7 20 1. zhuan shu tian shi only dropped by 1 rank, chalking up a grand total of 191 points up till today! AND it is still in top 10. omgg. hopefully it will hit the 200s. (: speaking of zhuan shu tian shi. i kept hearing tt song on radio while in army camp this week. and the song keeps playing in my head.


sadly, yanzi didnt manage to make it to 3 weeks champ this week all thanx to that lousy sun ho song. BOOO to sun ho. and mayday's tian shi dropped like mad today cos their 3rd hit shot up alot ): nooo. please preserve tian shi as a jing qu lehh ):

aft that spent more time deciding on my uni and scholarship choices. did more research and all. bleahh. still not veri confident with the choice i have in my mind :/ in between, i decided to take a break (if wad i m doing is considered taking a break), by packing my bag (plus mourn about having to go back).

also read datoufen's blog. felt quite saddd for ah toot, esp reading this line:
如果有一天，当我看见那张照片，不再有心痛的感觉时，那就证明我已不再…爱你了
boooo. poor ah toot. cant wait to see how the story progresses, esp with lots of new complex new plots and relationships forming up.

aft the mini break, went back to my researching, but i didnt get any concrete results, so i decided to drop psc a mail and call it a dayy. grant me some wisdom, foresight and confidence ):

at the crossroads

Just had quite a hands on week with all the weap live firings (: was really exciting, save the wait and the occasional mess ups. Got to book out earlier than expected yesterday, and headed home to prep for tuition. TSKKKKs at my naughtie tutee who did only 1 out of 4 phys tutorial questions for physics, and did not attempt math tutorial at all. :/

aft that, went out to celebrate my mum's bday! YEP it was my mum's bday yesterday.

went to eat steamboat but business there was incredibly good we waited a good 45 min for our dinner. i think i onli had dinner at like 8.30, or later. was positively starving by the time the food arrived, but at least, the food was worth the wait. had a yummie steamboat dinner, with a seafood platter and nice chicken drumsticks (:

aft that called up ms wang regarding my scholarship and uni choices. realised im like quite screwed cos i have the scholarship but no unis. :/ BLEAH. she also directed me to one of her ex colleagues who was teaching fmaths tgt with her last time? he just got his PHD in UK and was able to psycho me on some of the plus points in UK, minus the depressing weather. :P

must really thank the 2 of them for providing me with so many helpful points to consider, but those points acherli made me more confused cos they opened up alot more options for me. for instance, i was told to consider taking math with econs, so i mite even consider LSE. i was like lost in a pool of choices and my brain was positively flooded and swimming. plus i felt really tired so my brain was essentially dead. in the end, i decided to go online to take my mind off all these problems and trouble. BLEAH.

sumone tell me wad to choose. im really veri scared cos wadevr i choose now will directly impact my life all the way till my thirties. and its not very helpful that there had been bad reports on some of the organisations offering scholarships recently. like it gives me a dreaded feeling that i mite end up as some odd job worker in that organisation :/ im like at a crossroad with 1 million exits now. HELP!

我怀念的是无话不说

back in the annex room again (: finally found a comp to use (:

i think im seriously testing the hardness of my head todayy. conked my head once on the grenade launcher which is seriously ouch. then later i conked my head on a low ceiling while doing strength training. bleahh. i hope my brain is still alrite and im not going crazyyy :P i need to be in the right frame of mind tmr lohh. its how pressurizing. live range tmr. hopefully u dun c me appearing in headlines aft tmr ;)

k anw i have an official announcement to make! OMG i finally attained silver for ippt today, running at a timing of 10+ for 2.4, which is my personal best. is so happy that i started pigging out on my cadbury chocs. then during my canteen break in the evening i went to buy ice cream and ice longans and continued my feast (:

wheee. i acherli caught 933 playing wo huai nian de twice todayyy! and i was like bouncing around literally cos its so nice and im so happy to hear that songgg! evryone go listen to that songgg! (:

annex room

yayy blogging from annex room comp now (: had a run todayyy and i felt so pathetically slow and weak during the run lahh. it was rly demoralising running behind the platoon, even though i didnt fall out ): ippt tmr. yikes.

anw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY EST (: hehhs. u are OLD alr loh!

我怀念的

我问为什么
那女孩传简讯给我
而你为什么
不解释低着头沉默
我该相信你很爱我
不愿意敷衍我
还是明白
你已不想挽回什么

想问为什么
我不再是你的快乐
可是为什么
却苦笑说我都懂了
自尊常常将人拖着
把爱都走曲折
假装了解是怕
真相太赤裸裸
狼狈比失去难受

我怀念的是无话不说
我怀念的是一起作梦
我怀念的是争吵以后
还是想要爱你的冲动

我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口
谁记得
谁忘了

想问为什么
我不再是你的快乐
可是为什么
却苦笑说我都懂了
自尊常常将人拖着
把爱都走曲折
假装了解是怕
真相太赤裸裸
狼狈比失去难受

我怀念的是无话不说
我怀念的是一起作梦
我怀念的是争吵以后
还是想要爱你的冲动

我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口
谁忘了

我怀念的是无言感动
我怀念的是绝对炽热
我怀念的是你很激动
求我原谅抱得我都痛

我记得你在背后
也记得我颤抖着
记得感觉汹涌
最美的烟火
最长的相拥
谁爱得太自由
谁过头太远了
谁要走我的心
谁忘了那就是承诺

谁自顾自地走
谁忘了看着我
谁让爱变沉重
谁忘了要给你温柔

我怀念的
我还有想要爱你的冲动
我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口

我放手
我让座
假洒脱
谁懂我多么不舍得

太爱了
所以我
没有哭
没有说

6 weird things

*Each player of this game starts off by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names.*

1. I operate on 2 different biological clocks. One in camp and one at home. In camp, I can always wake up way before the lights on time, while at home, I become a real piggie and need someone to drag me up every morning :P

2. If my first reaction to something is that of hate or repulsion, chances of me liking it alot in the very near future is very high. This always happens to me with respect to new shows, food and songs. Like how I hated rainie's qing zhu, stefanie's wo huai nian de, gary's 3 7 20 1, and mayday's wei ai er sheng, only to like them alot later. And it will take me a long time to admit my change in preference :P Guess im just a contradictory, kou shi xin fei kinda person. did i mention? i used to say i hate blogging.

3. I love making myself feel emo at times haha. Just play some real sad cpop song with sad lyrics and let my imaginations run and I can imagine myself in a very sad scenario needing a good scream. Guess I just need regular doses of sadness. :'(

4. At home, I eat snacks 25/7 but never seem to get fat. My table used to be lined with a whole row of sweets and mini bites, until I went to army and my mum cleared up my mini mama stall. But still, I snack at an incredible rate and it would be great if I could have a candy table or a candy house next time :P

5. I am highly attracted to cute things. I go crazy over cute and huggable plushies, and at shopping centres the first place I like to head to will be gift shops. Cute things are not limited to soft toys only though. I love cute songs like zen me ban and attempt to sing them cute-ly although I will always fail to. (: I also love cute games, cute desktop skins, cute interfaces, cute laptops and mp3 player designs. Not to mention my obsession over cute pastel colours (: And of cos I love cute girls like hebe :D Cutieeee (:

6. When left alone, I sometimes go into reminiscent mode. I will have mini flashbacks and if it is a happy memory, I will sometimes giggle to myself so my mum will think I am crazy. I also like to think how things would be different if I made a different decision at that point in time, and then I will go all dreamy and lost in my own world.

I tag est, grace, matt, eric, ching, miao.

天使 :D

had to go to sao mu todayy, so got a good scolding frm my mum for sleeping so late last nite. and i had to be dragged up this morning. its rly not my fault that they told me abt it last min lohh. :/ anw met my uncle todayy who is a warrant officer and he tried to psycho me to do my best so i can go OCS after SISPEC. really lohh. i was just trying to be polite and agree to what he said, cos he kept looking for me and telling me how good OCS is, and how you get to take on management courses which you would have to spend lots of money on elsewhere.

well. i felt like telling him. im weak. i cant take on the challenge. i cant cope with the pressure and the physical training in there. i can foresee myself being an OCS dropout if i go in there. so all his persuasion really went to waste. :/ bleahh. other than that, the sao mu this morning was quite ok. we woke up at 4ish, 5 and it was already semi crowded. wahh. thats a big surprise. but at least the car doesnt move an inch per min lahh.

after that went brekkie with my relatives then went home and did the answers to the tutorials for my tutee, then had lunch, and fell asleep, missing half my longhubang. ): ARGH. at least my bro helped me take note that the 1st is yanzi! (: yayyness! 3 weeks champ next week pls! yanzi!!!!!

bleahh. now that i have some free time im rly considering which scholarship im going to take. recently there had been some negative reports on certain scholarships, and i rly dunno how life would be after i sign up with the scholarship. and the thing is theres noone to consult, you can only find out for yourself. so the only thing you can do is sign up and find out, but signing up means u r signing away your life till u r close to 30. 30! i feel old alr. i have half a month to decide and i dunno whyy the scholarships suddenly seem so pressurizing all of a sudden.

on a side note, i realise that da tou fen's diary is a rly nice read. i am looking forward to each entry now, cos the stories seem so real to me. good job to peifen for maintaining such a nice diary (:

ohhh, and heres wishing my mortal a
in advance :D

我怀念的

had a really weird nite the night before bookout. felt quite sick that night cos i was headachey and had a running nose. my bunk is officially infected cos ppl in the bunk are falling sick and many of us are getting headaches. anw. i didnt get a good sleep at all, cos aft 2am i was waking up at hourly intervals ):

the weird thing is, each time i fell asleep, i would hav a really weird dream, and the dream is about people whom i wasnt really close to back in my schooldays and i do not rly keep in contact with them now. so it really puzzles me whyy they are reappearing in my dream. all the dreams are situated in orchard road thoughh. thats for sure. at a diff shopping centre each time haha. okk. that was a really weird night. i nv had so many dreams at one go and dreamt of so many diff people. its supposed to be like 日有所思, 夜有所梦, but i dun even thk of these ppl in the dayy so whyy did they appear in my dreams haha.

okk. this week the tempo is just a wee bit slower cos we had more talks. (: and so i got to chat with my bunk mates more and get to knw them better. according to one of them i give them the scholar look and i have a certain aura around me which distinguishes me from the rest. hehhs was quite amused by that comment. we also got to handle more weaps. more hands on, so not that boring. plus there was a long weekend to look forward to. (:

new unit

first bookout aft entering my new unit. i was quite happy the first day cos i got into new coy. everything is brand new. the beds and pillows are still wrapped in plastic summore. everything smells fresh and new. but i realised i got happy too early, cos i realised how xiong my platoon acherli was, with the reknowned worst instructors from delta coy. ): and we had already gotten a taste of how bad he is, i really cant imagine what will become of us during field camp. nvm, i shall tell myself that it is only 10 weeks long. 10 weeks will pass by very fast de (:

got back yest and had a tuition with my tutee. exceeded by an hr. haha. shd charge OT le :P later in the nite sheenie intro-ed me to witch yoo hee and i liked it immediately! :D such a niceee and funny show and han ga in is sooo cute. shes like the cutest meanie every (:

heard longhubang today. omg. yanzi's 2nd hit came up so quickly im rly worried that it wld cause her 1st hit to suffer ): and mayday's 3rd hit came up too! its quite sad that yanzi and mayday are competing for the champion song this few weeks. bleahh. tian shi and ni guang are both really nice songs lehh. but im glad yanzi managed to defeat mayday todayy (:

booking in later. sighh. now im looking forward to the long good friday weekend coming up (: 4 more days and ill be out! wheee 4 days veri fast de. sheenie! must get well by my next bookout horr. (: take careee!

Rock 'n Roll

The Hero

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loves candy. chocolate. ice cream. sour stuff. kbox. silver.
singers SHE. hebe. genie. joi. fish. angela. stefanie. jolin. rainie. mayday. FIR. jay. wilber. jj. joanna.
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