天使 :D
had to go to sao mu todayy, so got a good scolding frm my mum for sleeping so late last nite. and i had to be dragged up this morning. its rly not my fault that they told me abt it last min lohh. :/ anw met my uncle todayy who is a warrant officer and he tried to psycho me to do my best so i can go OCS after SISPEC. really lohh. i was just trying to be polite and agree to what he said, cos he kept looking for me and telling me how good OCS is, and how you get to take on management courses which you would have to spend lots of money on elsewhere.
well. i felt like telling him. im weak. i cant take on the challenge. i cant cope with the pressure and the physical training in there. i can foresee myself being an OCS dropout if i go in there. so all his persuasion really went to waste. :/ bleahh. other than that, the sao mu this morning was quite ok. we woke up at 4ish, 5 and it was already semi crowded. wahh. thats a big surprise. but at least the car doesnt move an inch per min lahh.
after that went brekkie with my relatives then went home and did the answers to the tutorials for my tutee, then had lunch, and fell asleep, missing half my longhubang. ): ARGH. at least my bro helped me take note that the 1st is yanzi! (: yayyness! 3 weeks champ next week pls! yanzi!!!!!
bleahh. now that i have some free time im rly considering which scholarship im going to take. recently there had been some negative reports on certain scholarships, and i rly dunno how life would be after i sign up with the scholarship. and the thing is theres noone to consult, you can only find out for yourself. so the only thing you can do is sign up and find out, but signing up means u r signing away your life till u r close to 30. 30! i feel old alr. i have half a month to decide and i dunno whyy the scholarships suddenly seem so pressurizing all of a sudden.
on a side note, i realise that da tou fen's diary is a rly nice read. i am looking forward to each entry now, cos the stories seem so real to me. good job to peifen for maintaining such a nice diary (:
ohhh, and heres wishing my
mortal a
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
in advance :D
consilio et animis
4/08/2007 02:53:00 PM
